Do any of you feel that when you're around "friends" that you just don't fit with them?
Personally, when I'm ever in a good mood my "friends" are in a bad mood and whenever I'm in a bad mood, they're in a good mood. I can't help but feel like the wrong, person in the wrong place at the wrong time.

November, I had the blindfold taken off and noticed I really do have depression. December, I've been wading through the deep of it been suicidal and felt awful on Christmas day and my birthday. From January to now there's been some progress. Things have gotten better. Not really the situation though, I've just not had breakdowns as much. I have been feeling better the more I'm out of school. It seems that I can get on with people much better out of school rather than putting up with some twonks I thought I'd be with for the rest of my life. I just need a job now then things will finally properly change. People SAY things are changing but nothing has really CHANGED yet. My psychiatrist organised an appointment with some people at some career people but they both want me to stay on school... despite school causing most of my depression. Can't go on a course with them until April they say but, going to meet them again on March 10th. Still, that doesn't stop me from applying to places for work.